Soooo tired!

I don't think I've ever felt so tired. My body aches, and my brain is slow...... and I still have at least another 4 hrs of work left!

It's been a mixed bag, coming back to work after a couple of weeks off. My motivation is pretty much nil. I enjoy what this company stands for, and am excited to see it grow; however, I am finding it hard to actually get off my duff and get out there and make it all happen. I've been here for just over 3 years.... I don't really have anywhere else to go, but I don't have much of a desire to stay. What to do, what to do.

I had a discussion with my wife last night about what to do. I've let my mind wander, and it's found the path of complaint. No good... no good at all. I find myself focusing on what I don't like about this job, instead of the positive aspects of it. I've been in this place before; and, I didn't even struggle to try to change my focus. I was so determined that it's time for a change, that it didn't matter where I let my mind go.
As I've matured some, I have learned that it is always important to keep focused on what really matters. The circumstance of life - good or bad - will always change (Kipling calls both Triumph & Disaster impostors in his poem If...). However, our True Core and the True Calling on our life will never change. "Who am I and what am I hear for?" - that's the question that should drive us! Not, "Oh, I don't want to get up," or "I'm getting rich with this job!"
Like Jesus said, "If you seek My Kingdom first, everything else will come to you. Don't you see that the birds don't worry, the fields aren't concerned? And, aren't you more important to the Father than these? So, don't worry about going after the things of the world, just focus on God and it'll all be OK."

So, let's keep our heads up and move forward unto Glory!